Sloppy Drunk

Yeah I went out Friday night... I've realized that I am a sloppy drunk, when I get drunk I let everyone know it. I'm loud and obnoxious and speak my mind which probably offends and gets me in trouble. It's really bad sometimes when you're with a new crowd and they probably get this first impression of you of being such a pretentious asshole, and that's not how you want to represent yourself. I do need to cool it on my drinking... I think I am doing better though because I've only made it to socially drink and not just be a loser and drink by myself at home.

Here are some updates...
I did get out of Jury Duty for Monday and Tuesday so that's great now I have no worries if it's going to affect my Mexico trip. Also OMG! I'm leaving for Mexico on Wednesday and I feel so unprepared! I'm kind of nervous I feel like I'm missing something that I don't have everything they want when I have my work meetings there... Let's all hope all goes well and I don't lose my checked luggage!

Join the CelebrAsian on May 17!

More info about this can be found on their website!
Here - www.celebrasian.org

You don't have to be Asian to come and join in on the festivities, come and experience the music, food, and entertainment of what we bring to the States. It's being held at the State Capital Complex-East Campus it'll be going on for almost the whole day 10A.M.-8P.M. May 17 so mark that day on your calendar! I'll be there so maybe we'll see each other out there, I don't know... I know I'll be twittering throughout the day so you follow me around that way...

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Here's some flyers that you can check out below and you can also download the flyers in .pdf files so you can help promote the CelebrAsian through whatever online social networking pages you're on (myspace, facebook, youtube... whatever) on May 17. Hope to see you all there!


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Learn more about the Headliners! (Word Document)
Tatum Jones
Magnetic North

Check out all the Scheduled Performers' MySpace!
Tatum Jones MySpace
Magnetic North MySpace
Gimikk MySpace
Larry Berenguel MySpace
Jade Lea MySpace

Also there's going to be some contests during this event so if you think you got "Talent" or your trying to become a fashion designer, they're wanting YOU!



Right Click the link and choose 'Save Target As...' to download the PDF file.
Download Flyer 1
Download Flyer 2

...And once again you can find more information about this event at at www.celebrasian.org

April 21, 2008... Still No MacBook Pro

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I'm upset that I haven't got the Macbook pro yet, I was so excited thinking oh yeah when I get my Tax Refund that's where all my money is going... yeah it hasn't and I have not yet got my computer... I've been kind of really looking again at the Apple website and now thinking about just getting a regular MacBook, they do now have higher specs now, faster processor and 2gigs of memory... I mean what am I really going to use my MacBook Pro for?

Yeah the screen is smaller on MacBook (13") but not too smaller than the MacBook Pro(15".) Just wondering would I need that expansion slot on the MacBook Pro? That would be awesome to have Internet everywhere you go but it still has wifi... I don't know. I just don't think I can tell myself that you don't need that, I know I don't "need" it but I want it... ugh! Again though I'm probably going to wait for that other Tax Rebate to deposit in my checking for this purchase again since I can't stop spending money and preping for Mexico... speaking of...



Oh MAN! I recieved a letter to appear as a juror on Monday, April 28, 2008 at 8:30 A.M.!!! AHHH!!! This is the week of trip to Mexico! MY ALL PAID TRIP TO MEXICO! I just called a little ago that I had prior engagements that I need to reschedule or get out of it somehow! The lady on the line said they will check how long it's going to be ro something and email her my itinerary and call back around 2-ish to check if I'm excused or not. What timing huh? That is ridiculous when else am I going to have an all paid expenses trip to Puerto Vallarta, Mexico!? I already got my passport and junk so I need to be excused from it, I'm thinking of making that risk of not even showing up on Wednesday if it last til then...

Des Moines Sucks

I hate this place... I'm think I'm ready to move away from this whole state. It's just so dull and I think I'm wasting my time, even though I don't know what I want to do with my life I think it's not going to be accomplished here in Iowa. Who's planning to get out of the state but need that roommate to help with financial stuff? I'm that person let's get the fudge out of his place!

I've been wanting to leave for the longest time but people I'm around are happy with being here and ok with doing what they're doing... I don't get it, why? This place is a hole a place to start a family but not a place to start a career or really anything... Does anyone outside of here know exactly where Des Moines is? I want to move to a bigger city, I know I'll probably end up broke but it's something... I don't fail on much stuff because I don't take risk I play it easy so I always have something to fall back on but I want to do it I need that push to help me out of that door I need to get out! HELP!

People are saying it's not bad here, I know it's not that bad but it's dull and it's the same old same old. I need something new something fresh new experiences I need that just to get it out of my system. I'm 24 years old I can't just stick with this hourly paying job anymore I need to get out there experience other surroundings, a new atmosphere, a change. I'm sick of reading blogs and junk all over the internet where they're all just making it traveling all around doing all sorts of crazy while I'm here just getting drunk every other night because there's nothing else better to do... AHHH!!!

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If you guys missed David Cook's Performance last night here it is!



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Hot For Words & Magibon

I have nothing to really say about my life... I really don't have cable or anything so I've been doing a lot of YouTubing, I have the regular channels I subscribe to, SXEPhil, Happyslip, Esmeedenters, KevJumba... but I've been watching a lot lately of this Channel 'HotForWords'

Click Here to the channel


Her name is, Marina she's some kind of Russian philologist, what she does on her channel is bring up a subject or a word and kind of gives you a history lesson on that one word... or I think that's what she does... how can you pay attention when you're watching her videos? All you see are her breast, she's dresses provocatively and she's a smart chick, I find that the best combination ever and I really can't stand stupid chicks...


I've just been watching probably each video like twice because I can't pay attention the first time but it's actually very interesting and educational. I didn't know how these "words" are brought into this world, how far back they've come, and all the possibilities a word was created... I don't know I recommend you all to subscribe and watch it's quite interesting...

Another thing I want to talk about, I didn't know about this chick until I saw a blog entry on iJustine's Blog Site but this chick on YouTube known as Mogibon... I don't get her she's from the States but in her videos it's all in Japanese... and she doesn't talk much, but when she does she speaks in Japanese. Oh and she eats pizza and drinks Coke... hmmm.... I know weird right? People are thinking that she's a start of another Lonelygirl15 thing where people watch her Vlogs and it turns out to be some production into some big story...

Here's a video to check out...


Check out some more of her videos HERE

... What I want you to do after watching some of the videos on her YouTube Channel is go to www.magibon.com and then comment me here what you think about this whole ordeal (if you want... but I do appreciate comments :) I just don't get it...

Oh my god did you guys watch David Cook tonight? Doing Mariah Carey? That's insane he's my favorite to win!

Return of Angela at work

I'm referring to a blog entry pretty far back you can read it here

Ok so at work all these higher ups in other departments in EDS has come together walking around together talking about their progress and what to do in their department... Of course Angela was part the crowd in there, she use to work in our department and she's just a bitter cold fat bitch. Well after the whole "get together" we had a mass email that was telling us that we're not able to eat at our desk and we are suppose to leave the floor when we're on breaks and cannot visit another agent that's on the floor... The email came from one of our supervisors but I know that it was because of her... When she use to be part of our call center that rule has come up and it has made me so damn bitter about working there that seriously just made work just horrible and just seeing her face everyday made me want to just stab myself in the eye repeatedly. I was so happy that they removed her from our department that we didn't have to deal with her ever but man she has to put her damn input again. I'm a good worker everyone knows it but I will leave right away if she ever comes back to Sprint.

Bored so I decided to add another entry...

I have nothing new to be honest, my life has been absolutely boring! I took 5 days off from work and I did absolutely nothing through that whole entire period I stayed in the apartment just been browsing and supporting my JabbaWockeez on MTV America's Best Dance Crew (Yeah I'm obsessed!) I did take some interesting pictures on Sunday with my cousin Rosie, it's on my MySpace but I'll post them here too...



After returning to work though, I do feel a lot better being there, I'm not as bitter as I was before leaving I would go to work everyday just hating every second of it and the people that I worked with but it's more tolerable recently.

I go to Mexico at the end of this month and I feel very completely unprepared! I know I need to buy some new clothes because I don't have clothes fit for warm weather even my summer clothes for Des Moines doesn't seem to be good enough, I don't wear shorts so I think I may try to find something kind of pants to wear down there... I don't know, plus I haven't been really dedicated to my dieting, I don't think I dropped any lbs at all so I'm going to go down there being very self-conscious... I'm taking my cousin Tina since there was a big issue with taking my friend that's a Supervisor there now, she's cool though she's my age and I'll have fun with her.

I don't know what else to talk about... hmmm... Yeah I really don't know anything else to talk or rant about or I know!! DAMN IT!! I still have not got my MacBook Pro yet! It's very annoying I keep spending my money on alcohol and other things and I haven't paid attention to the important stuff (haha) but man that was my main goal and I just can't seem to do it!

AMERICAN IDOL: I am watching and at this time I am rooting for David Cook he's the rocker of this season and he sounds good I love his rendition of Eleanor Rigby

Here's a video let's hope YouTube doesn't remove this before you all see it!


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