Monday 1:40AM July 20, 2009

I don't know what it is right now, I'm just annoyed. This was a pretty fun weekend but for some reason I'm annoyed and I feel like it's unfinished and I'm at a lost or something. I have people telling me what to do or what I shouldn't do. I have people that is constantly being too in your face that they don't know how to back off. I have people that isn't giving me enough input. I have people that is telling me their small petty issues, that I just get more irritating listening to stupid people that really don't have any real problems, and giving them a horrible diagnosis of their so-called "problems." I feel like I'm pretty good at giving people advice but when you issues of your own it's like you just don't give a shit about them.

I almost wish I was still living by myself sometimes. It really was an excellent time to just be alone and care about the only person that matters.

So, the Sister is Back Home.

So I'm officially moved out of my apartment on Court Avenue Lofts on June 12th 2009. I'm totally going to miss that place, it was so great having a night out with friends downtown and then easily going home with no worries of drunk driving or anything like that. That place would mean a lot to me though, it was a turning point in my life where I was able to live by myself with not too much financial help. I felt like an adult with responsibilities and it was very liberating for me. I was having so many problems though at first trying to find someone to take over the lease, I had so many people that would really sound interested and then blow me off later and which made me have to pay another month or so. The reason why I left the place is because I'm planning on trying to save up money and moving to California. Yes, I have kept saying it over and over how I really want to get out of Iowa and then to the west coast but right now, it seems like there's a bigger possibility moving there.

My sister actually came back from San Francisco because of some turn of events in her relationship over there and now she's back here in Des Moines. She's living here with my parents and I but she's planning on moving back to Los Angeles at the end of September. I'm going to try to move out there with my sister then and live with her for a while and once I get more established I'll get a place for myself. That's my goal right now so that means I got to start working more, I got to stop playing around, I have a goal and I got to get there now.

I have tons more that I can talk about that has happened but I'm just not feeling up to it at this moment and it's better to keep a blog, in my opinion, of two paragraphs. I always feel you start to lose interest if it's too long.

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