What can I say right now? I’m trying so much to try to save
money that my weight loss and exercising has taken a backseat. I really want it
all but it seems I can only focus on one thing and make it a priority… I guess
it also doesn’t help that I’ve been getting pain in my foot again. I try to
pride myself in still looking relatively young but I think I’m feeling my age
with all the hiccups I come across.
I’m really scared of possibly taking this European trip
myself next year, I know I’ll be in a group tour that markets towards young
solo travelers so I’m sure I wouldn’t be the only person who’s completely by
themselves. Just reading people’s blogs and experiences though, I’m also a
little nervous of being too old as well… I can drink like the rest of them but
maturity level is also a thing and I don’t want a huge high school kind of
experience either.
It is getting a little late asking others right now to come
on this trip with me, I had a friend who was really into it but being just let
go of her job and wanting to go back to school it was very unlikely she would
be able to save for it. I don’t think she reads this blog but I do always think
she tries to take on way more than she can do which typically ends with let
downs. There are just no small steps; you have to pace yourself when you want
to get to that bigger goal you want. This was just a stream of consciousness entry
and just putting down what I’m feeling at the moment.
