Fuck you Bitch!

So we got this new head Department leader chick, Angela, and she is a fucking bitch. From the start I just can't stand this lady coming over here from another department not knowing about ours and just starts telling people what to do without even formally introducing herself. All we had was a mass email she wrote to everyone in the dept. to tell what her name is and what she is taking over. At least our first leader dude came to the floor once in a while asking us by name how we were doing. But he's gone because of some big scandal and now people from Kentucky came over to help us out, I'm upset that she is going to get praised for our dept doing a little better now since Kentucky people came to help. She is doing an okay job for keeping our service levels up but holy fuck she's a whore-ible woman. You know her type she's nice to your face but in reality doesn't give a shit about you, and just doesn't give good vibe. Also she looks like if you talk to her she'll listen but just cared about your issue that time and forgets everything after you leave. I feel from the start she didn't like our little corner because we were a little louder than the others but hey if she just talked to us about it, it wouldn't be that bad.

I'm just writing about this because today she fucking separated us and I found it very unsettling for me. I mean my god are we in grade school or something? It really made me feel degraded when she believed that was the only route to go. I mean I completely understand that it is a workplace, and we do have to keep it professional and we should keep our voices down because people around us are on the phones, but just to move us without giving us a warning or an ultimatum just really made me feel like we were little kids or something. We are all adults we could've worked things out instead of just doing that to us. Another thing they had to get poor Bill, who always try to keep people happy to give us the bad news. It really does suck because these guys are my friends we've been through the first training class together, we've hung out outside of work. We aren't do awful on the phones, well I can't speak for one but I know 2 of us have had nothing but above 90 scores, so I really don't know why they would say we could be affecting each other's performance. I know when I'm on the phone I stop everything and just pay attention to my caller. Of course there will be days when I just don't care but most of the time, I'm there for the caller.

I don't really care much anymore if they do come back to their seats, but seriously we need to talk to that bitch and tell her how to work with people because I feel she was incorrect on her decision to move us.

So Sick

More ranting from Otis here, man I hate where my life is going... I haven't done anything I know I'm young and able to do whatever I need to do before whatever happens, but man I'm just too scared to move and I really need that extra push to get me what I want. I know I have it pretty good... I guess... a free place to stay, pay very little for my car and phone, and my bills are what I charge on my credit card and from school. I feel that I rely on my parents too much and I want to stop. I want to live on my own do something get out of Des Moines do something!

Yet, I haven't finished college and I really don't know what I want to do. All I know is that I do not want to be stuck in Des Moines and stay at this crappy job that will never lead me anywhere. Oh god I feel it's going to be another story of my shitty job at EDS, but hey FINALLY someone at work, (let's call him cousin-in-law) have noticed something at work that I've noticed way back, (only because it use to be him that was "favorited" HAHA)... but THEY would select people that are not so great, to be somewhat above others that actually know what's going on. People wonder why I hate this job so much, yeah it's easy but I just hate the lack of respect I get there. Oh god I don't want to talk about this damn job, I get so frustrated everytime I sit at that desk knowing I can do better. I really need to look for something else!

Anyway just thinking about how my sister is in Cali makes me think I should do that too I need to leave this damn town, and just not turn back. Even if it does happen to be Des Moines is where I'm suppose to be I just need to experience living in a new environment.