Hmm... Looking Back on my Entries

I was just browsing through my past blog entries and realized how immature I was on a lot of them... I swore and complained a lot about how unsettling my life has been... It's funny because it seems like I don't even go through what I wrote a second time to edit it or think about if something I wrote up would affect me in any way. I guess I really made a disclaimer for myself in the 'about me' section that whatever I say I just meant it at the time and to not take it serious... speaking of...

So if you're following me on twitter that's great! But I guess I made an update that sounded pretty 'EMO' I was just trying to express myself how much I hate working at the place I'm at saying that I just want to get out of there and I rather cut myself or something... I guess people were worried about me saying those things that they literally was freaking out trying to give me a call or direct messaging me... Here's my excuse for not picking up the phone or direct messaging back... I was walking the floor at work assisting other agents. If you work at my job for some reason coverage on the floor is awful (ironic because we're a call center for a cellphone provider) I wasn't in front of a computer with twitter and my phone updates I don't acknowledge all the time because I get tons of update via text on twitter. Someone thought to go to the extreme to call my boss to check up on me... Wow, I don't know what to think about that, I'll be honest I was little embarrassed about it but whatever I'll get over it... I'm not crazy though I'm completely stable... that brings me to another subject...

I have a person who is being a little weird, this person is always suggesting that they're depressed, having relationship issues or whatever but... I don't know I think they're just doing it for attention not because of depression... They cut themselves but is completely open about cutting... So they're just telling the world I'm crazy give me attention I need it bad. I really don't have much experience with this at all but I was aware that people that are depressed are not ok to share this or share the fact they cut themselves they would totally be closed off and not express themselves in any way. I don't know whatever if I believe it was a serious thing I would say something but I really don't so I'll just have it as is... I don't know I guess some you guys can comment on what you think about that or anything really, I do read all comments so feel free to do so (you do not have to register to create a comment)