I know everybody would say that they love their parents and I am no exception. Whenever I'm around them and see what they have given me it makes me feel almost unworthy because I feel I'm not the child they wanted me to be. I think together they have done so well for themselves considering the circumstances of coming from a foreign country and really Americanized learning the language and working hard everyday to make a better life for our family.
I know they wanted me to finish college and be successful on whatever path I take and I haven't done that for them. I'm still currently still just working a regular Monday through Friday job where it looks to me of a place of no advancements and living with them at the house they worked on getting.
Of course my goal to move to Cali has changed. I was doing so well before of saving but with all of the madness of being laid off and endless bills, I once again have to push my plans back again. It might just be me needing someone to possibly go with me so I'm not alone, to make sure I won't fail. I just don't know anybody well enough to have that support system with me...
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